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Hey ppl im not going to write in this LJ no more. My new Lj is _heart0fglass__
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| Happy Halloween! |
[31 Oct 2004|11:38pm] |
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Happy Halloween Everybody!!
Wow! I havn't updated in a while and thats cuz i didn't want everyone to kno whats been going on w/ me and my life.. but all things seem to be working out not bad, so its all good. Well Giselle spent the night yesturday *YaY* man did I miss her a alot!! So that was awesome!!! She came over around 8:30pm we talked and went on the comp.Then we went to bed at like at 12:00. I stayed up tho tell around 3 waiting to see if Jon would show up, but he didnt,:( but thats cuz he got cought so now i feel bad, cuz i feel like its my fault that he got cought. Well Today (halloween) i went treak or treating w/ giselle and amanda. It was awesome! then we went to Alex's party and kelly the gril we all hate well only me and giselle hate, she was there and i guess she had sex w/ trevor shoot ewww!!! Ewww!! ewww! Giselle was talking all this crap 2 her then we left but yea that was cool well g2g , im SLEEPY And plus know ones on! well Later Bitches j/k u kno i luv you
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| First Day Of Skool |
[07 Sep 2004|11:22pm] |
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First Day Of Skool....
WOW!! I'm an 8th grader!! That's fucking weird!!! LoL yea Fuck its so weird saying Marcus,Julian,Jaminna, and I are in 8thgrade LoL well yea... Today was pretty cool I guess.
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About Jon......
Well I havn't talked to Jon in a day man that sux cuz like i'm so use to talking to him even if its just on AIM, but yea... he got cought yesturday and i don't know where, but man do i wonder where!! :( this sux ass !!
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After School......
julian And marcus came over to my house, we stayed in my living room cuz thats where the air conditioner is , then we watched AIRHEADS! Then walked to Taco Bell and Saw Jeff , Marla, cheeser, Angela,karen and uh.. i thk thats it then we all hung out then went to angelas House and me and Jeff started wrestling and me and jeff rolled off the bed like 2 Rollie pollies stuck together and we both hit are heads.. lol man i so had him. BRING IT ON BIATCH! dude Jeff i SO FUCKING HAD YOU !!
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Trevors house....
Today i saw trevor at like 7:30 YAY i havn't seen him in SO long! It was cool we just hung out and talked about everything thats going on rite now it was awesome cuz i havnt seen him in along time.. Well im going to go i got skool tomorrow and plus kno one in online :(
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| FUCk! Fuck! Shit!Fuck! |
[05 Sep 2004|12:03am] |
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Yea well um.. nothing went as how "we" hoped and expected :( :( This so fucking sux ass!!!!!!!!!!! Man im scared of the "meeting" w/ my parents and Jons parents cuz my dad said Jon's mom's just going to tell me i cant see him:( and she said it was my fault that they Are moving :( i hope they dont cuz I Love Jon A Lot, A LOT!!!!! and i wanna stay w/ Jon 4 a really long time . well yea , This is my fucking FAULT!!! and now im all sad and feel crap! well i really hope that if jon really does move that sum how when hes 18 he finds me and that way we can live together!!!! :) HOW FUCKING AWESOME WOULD THAT BE???!?!?!?!, well I'm just waiting 4 this (whole thing ) to end well imma go so bye........ and I LOVE JON
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| I Went To Church |
[29 Aug 2004|11:25pm] |
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Well today I went To church With Marcus And his AWESOME sister JESSICA!!! Its was fun actually and i learned alot of stuff, its weird sense i went to church, it made me realize that all the stuff i do i pretty stupid! They said Drugs are fun don't get me wrong, and anyone who tells you there not is lying, but drugs are BAD! They destroy lots of your brain cells which of course is not good. Air Freshener isn't a drug but it it destroys A lot, A lot, of brain cells!!! Church has changed the way i think about things now, and yea... I'm starting to actually get into this whole church crap, Its pretty crazy cuz I never real have. but yea..... I wanna say story that i herd today in church but it's to long so i guess i won't.Well yea after church when i go home at like 1:00 i thk or 12:00 i dont remember but yea when i got home i went to sleep, then marcus called at i think 4:00 and we walked around again to that one place Running Water or whatever, and just sat there and talked, then we went and ate at Dennys again lol he wants to go tomorrow but hey I wasted all my mom on something important lol, well yea then i got home and went on AOL, and talked to Jon! YAY!!!! yea Man Jon's so AWESOME!!!!I Luv him so much!!!!!!Yea were So in LOVE!!!!!!! It sucks though I havn't seen him in a long time!! :( and it sux! but I Hope i get to see him real soon!!!! I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!!! well yea im going to go now. ALIENS EXIST !!!!!! :( ( and Jon don't tell me if i misspelled any words ok!!)
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| What I Did Today |
[28 Aug 2004|10:02pm] |
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Well today my uncle took me to lunch at some Italian place, i wanted just a slice of pizza, and he said i need to be more adventures and try something new so he pick out lasagna, my first time ever trying it, and i didnt like it but I told him I did but yea... so we were in lakewood by the way and he said do u want to go to the mall and getting sumthing for school and i was like ok sure, but i was thinking WTF cuz lol hes not a type of person that likes malls lol so we went and uh... i didnt know how much he wanted to spend on me so lol i was kinda hard to pick something out,well i was tired of just shopping so i was like ok whatever lets go in Pac Sun, and he bought me this really cool green Volcom shirt that i wanted its so awesome, damn i have so many green volcom shirts lol but n.e.ways we left and he dropped me off at my house then I went to marcuss house then we walked around and went to the chines church and went on the swings there, man lol swings are awesome!!! but fuckin MARCUS was on this rocking thing and he fell or slipped and the rocking thing wrapped around my face and it hurt really badly!! FUCKING MARCUS!! lol but yea then we went and ate at Dennys then we went in albertsons and got candy and walked back to marcuss then i left today was a overall pretty cool day. I got to see my uncle, He took me out 4 lunch,bought me a really cool shirt, i got to see Marcus!!!!! YAY!!, we went to dennys, and yea today was cool but i fucking 4got it was saturday and i was going to see the band greenbrier lane and now i cant!!!! :( FUCK THAT SUX SO MUCH LOL :( But yea.. O Yea um... I talked To Isaac today YAY! I Miss Isaac SO MUCH!!!! He's really cool! He's always there 4 me! Like at the end of the skool year I needed sum1 to talk to really bad And he was there 4 me and helped me alot!! Man I used to hate him!! lol it sux i only met him at the end of the skool year!! at least i got to hang out w/ him for 2hours at the 8thgrade picnic or party whatever, well i replaced my 2 best guy friends now my 2 best guy friends are Carlos Mendrono and Isaac Garcia Well I'm going to go now, and wait a couple hours tell Jon gets back on, I Luv Jon!!!
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| I Didn't Get to Update what I Wanted to Update |
[24 Aug 2004|04:44pm] |
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Well yea... Lots of shit has been happening, My 2 closest Best guys friends Marcus and David have turned on me,(not at the same time tho), But i guess Thats just the normal typical guy 4 u isn't it? Like Marcus Has been A Fucking ASSHOLE! Hes being a HUGE DICK! Like don't you know when to stop ! You Fuck Head! I don't wanna really post what stuff he's been saying to me but if you want to know you can I.M. me and i'll tell you but I didnt thk Marcus Would ever do what he did/said. NOW DAVID......He's just a little shit he Is being a little fucker!! He won't stop calling And leaving Gay/Mean messages on my answer machine. Some of the things are really hurtfull 2!! Now Hes trying to be my friend again, but I don't want 2 be he's friend no more, hes just a fucking Back Stabber!!----------/TRUE FRIENDS STAB YOU IN THE FRONT/ ---TREVORS PERSONAL QUOTE IN HIS PROFILE, Trevor I was mad at you for sumthing (u know what) and I took it the wrong way!! and at that time I hated you more then ever! really i did, but now to think about it, you were rite, Im sry for being a bitch to you at the time, but i realized that at the time all you were doing was caring/watching out for the best of me! also before we ended chatting you said your welcome I just saved you life, I never did say Thank you, so Thank You!! You were Rite.Now I feel Guilty 4 being an ass 2 u so I'm sorry!Well Yea sense david and marcus arnt my friends know more, My new best guy friend is ......Carlos Mendrono, O yea... I wanted to say thx 2 jeff,angela,and marla.
Jeff- I needed Sum1 last night! And u were there U talked to the Whole Night! about All the crap that has been going on w/ me thanks Jeff your awesome! I Love you !!!!
Angela- When you post things in my livejournal, you make me feel way better about myself, U give really good advice, like you brighten up my day, it feels good to know that sum1 cares a little about me, I love you 4 that!
Marla- You Know what crap im going threw, me and you hav a lot in common that i never new, Itz so Awesome!!! To Find sum1 who Relates so much to me, I Luv Talking to you! Your So cool! I love you
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| My Cuz... |
[24 Aug 2004|04:31pm] |
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hey ppls I have the coolest/bestest cuz... in the WORLD!!!! Hes so awesome!!!!!!!Hes The Coolest MoFo! yup e doo dupers!!!!!
By the way my cuz.. told me to rite that in my livejournal
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| WtF is up?? |
[18 Aug 2004|09:10am] |
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What The hell is going on w/ june and jon, i just got done talking to sum1 for like 5hours and we talked about Jon/June and I been hereing lots of shit? that i didnt know like on Marcuss party, around May -30 at the movies june and jon were all over each-other and he had his arm around her and they were restiling and we were together at that time :/ idk maby im just jealous, but, i found of lots of shit and i found out why EVERYONE THINKS I SHOULD BREAK UP W/ JON! THIS SUCKS!!!!!! y didn;t AnyOne TELL ME!!!
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| Is It Time To Call It Quits (Plz Post) (PLZ) |
[14 Aug 2004|08:31pm] |
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NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:36 PM]: hey beuatiful
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:36 PM]: wat are u up to
BoxCar182Racing [7:37 PM]: nm sexy Stephen, jon just got on im waiting 4 another fight to start
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:37 PM]: oh
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:37 PM]: srry
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:37 PM]: but sounds like u guys need time to be
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:38 PM]: and like u guys arent happy anymore
BoxCar182Racing [7:38 PM]: i dont know what to think anymore
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:43 PM]: think about ur self
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:43 PM]: about like how much pain it is being with him(if there is pain)in ur relationship
BoxCar182Racing [7:45 PM]: i kno i know :-\ im so cunffused
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:46 PM]: yea
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:46 PM]: thats wat happens wen ur in a relationship wit somone u love and its dieing
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:47 PM]: if u guys are getting worse by the day the jus end it fast but if there like w/e then jus wait and see.........
BoxCar182Racing [7:48 PM]: yea.... man im so cunfussed!
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:49 PM]: its ok
NYhEartBreAkEr89 [7:49 PM]: hah ill be hear for advice if u need it
BoxCar182Racing [7:49 PM]: thx u
NYhEartBreAkEr89 signed off at 7:50 PM
Ok People i luv jon but we keep getting in all these fights 4 the firt times i thk it might be time to call it quits like its over but i dont want to what do u thk , PLZ POST
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| NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[14 Aug 2004|05:51pm] |
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MAN HOW THE FUCK DOES EVERY1 NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( THIS IS NOT GOOD I DONT LIKE THIS ONE BIT!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FUCKING MAD, DEPRESSED,fell like shit!, What THE FUCK-!!!!!!!!!!!!- WAS I THKING IM STUPID!!!!!!!! and no its not my hormones ok! but yea..... EVey one knows !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Im getting AnnoyeD of everyone asking me!!! cuz i dont like to say yes , but theres no way to dennie it :( :( :( :( :( :( I hate This i dont feel rite! :(
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| Went 2 Jons House |
[13 Aug 2004|07:10am] |
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well yesterday Amauri,and i walked to Jons house, cuz Jon told us 2, that way i can see him,(havnt seen him in 2weeks):(, so me and amauri desided 2 go, and the weather was fucking hot as HELL!!! but N.E. wayz, i met his mom and Jon told me that his mom told his dad, like sum girl that i didnt even know came here w/ amauri and she was sitting next to jon, and the dad is all, I HUNGRY GOd DAMMIT ! so i guess he didn't care, but 4sure the mom doesnt like me:( man what if i married him some day:(no j/k but.. i mean not j/k but yea... um... lol um....that was cool,Then i saw Jon again and we had sum fun lol but yea that what happend yesturday and part of this early,early morning. but yea yesturday was the best time that i ever had w/ Jon I would hav to say. When Im w/ him he makes me feel very loved, which is really cool!! thats the best feeling in the world! being loved so much by the one you love. I Luv Jon!
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| Jeff,Abby,Marcus,Cesar and I..... |
[11 Aug 2004|10:34pm] |
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Well Today me and jon kinda broke up, but got back w/ each-other, or either we always been w/ each-other idk but yea..... Today I went to marcuss house then we were going to take a walk , and we saw JEFF!!ABBY!!And CESAR!!!! Then we walked to Junes house And Gave her a BIG HUG!!Then Stupid Marcus steped on 2 the fence and the neighbors fence fell down! then June had to go so of course, u know, we had to also, but lol he didnt and we broke in her house! lol we broke her 2window screens and sat in her living room! and Jeff took 3bucks that stupid cheap skate! lol j/k jeff, lol i luv u! but um.... then we left and went to the YMCA, and jeff,cesar,and me had to sneek in , abby had a membership card, and marcus just walked in like he owned the place lol, and then me and abby went swiming lol he ditched jeff ,cesar,and marcus LOL, Then when we got dressed we walked out and marcus jeff and cesar were all there W/ sum skin head man, and he had all these green marks on his head EWWWWW.....and STUPID Jeff kept laughing at him hes all y ate u laughing anf jeff didnt say anything, then hes all ALL U GUYS SNUCK IN HERE!!!!! And were all yea but the reason why the guy cought us was cuz marcus and some girl got in a fight , not like fist fight but, they were cussing at each-other cuz they called Marcus a girl! so he cussed them out (good job Marcus) then thats how we all got cought then the guy said get OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!! do we did
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| Do I Look Like Chrisy??? |
[11 Aug 2004|02:04am] |
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Hey People honest question ok??? Do i Look like christy??
Cuz sum1 said i did, and im just wondering if i do???
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| Jon Got Back Today!! YAY!! And Umm. yea FUCK YOu!!! |
[10 Aug 2004|12:20am] |
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Well Yea... Today Jon got back from the lake, hes been at the lake for about a week. And yea...... I missed him alot alot and. yea well im happy cuz im going to see jeff on Wednesday well i thk i am but yea then were going to junes! yea JUNES AWESOME!! but yea well Im going to now, and yea.... im going to go watch my new movie that i bought its called " TOM GREEN SUBWAY MONKEY HOUR " omg its so funny, but yea im mad at jon 2 a certain reason but i dont know if he knows that im mad but yea he will fucking know tomorrow that i fuckin pissed!
If you Like Potatoes Lets me her u say OOOOOOO YEA!
If you like bananas let me here you say OOOOO YEA!
HOME BOYS,MAKE SOME NOISE, LET ME HERE YOU SAY HOOOOOOOOO!!!
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| Talking To Jaminna And Marcus |
[08 Aug 2004|11:44pm] |
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Well yea rite now I'm talking to Jaminna and Marcus on the phone and Jaminna said sum old man left a really scary message on her phone, lol but i think its the robot on Talkingonline.Com, lol but yea... Marcus is Telling Jaminna that "That Yeah Yeahs Yeahs" Suck!! and Jaminna is getting pissed and telling marcus shes going to hang up on him, and Marcus is like , wait no don't hang up on me, lol there 2 fuckin Crazy Mo Fos, but yea well I'm bored As hell, I talked to david today and I might go w/ him friday or saturday to his moms family picnic and yea.... that will be cool! well yea im going to go now and talk to jaminna and marcus then go to bed and have sex dreams about jon so good night
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| My Poem About Jon |
[08 Aug 2004|01:30am] |
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Its only been a week and I miss you a lot,
And just to let you know, you are very hot!
And Anyone who thinks your not,
Must be smoking some good pot.
Your a really cool person/boyfriend,
I never want you and I to come to an end!
If You break my heart hopefully your not glad,
cuz you know i'll be laying down very sad.
I think about you every night and day,
And I think about when we started going out in May.
Also.... I think about our first kiss
That day was filled with lots of bliss
I Love the things/stuff you and I have done,
Whenever I'm with you it's really Fun!
I'm NEVER going to forget this summer,
and No thats not a bummer!
(((( Although some things may be but yea.......))))
((((Well Yea I Love JON)))) And I Miss Him So MUCH!!!))))
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man!man!man! Im so Fucking Confused! Man I need To talk to Sum1 really bad!!! I would want to talk to Jon, but hes not here! :( I thk he comes back like this Sunday or monday, but thats kinda to long to wait..... Man i need jon here so badly!!! I Miss Im So,So very much!! and its only been like 5or6 days sense iv seen him. Man I Really want school to start cuz im BORED AS HELL! but i don't want it to start cuz like i'm afraid i wont hardly ever see jon!Or in case he meets some one new at warren! :( Or like if he got w/ June, cuz i'v been hearing that rumor alot lately ! :( , Man im so sad about lots of things rite now!! mostly about Jon but yea.... Man i wish i could hang out with Jaminna i havnt seen her this whole SUMMER! (and shes my best friend) doesn't that suck ass, not seeing ur best friend for like 3months??? Man I Need Sum1 rite now, what i mean is like i need sum1 to talk to rite now, :( yea well lifes pretty gay isn't it? the only cool things are the TWO PEOPLE that I LOVE more then anyone/anything which is Jaminna and JON!!!! U GUYS R THE GREATEST!!!!! I LOVE U BOTH!!!!
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| Today..... |
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Yea Today Was a pretty fuckin boring day for me, I didnt do anything other then think about Jon/ get online and chat w/ people like Jaminna And Trevor. Jaminna made this LiveJournal for me which is pretty cool. And when I talked to Trevor, me and him got in a fight!!! ( i wont say what about tho ) but it sucked! really it did!! Well If your Reading this trevor, I Wont do it Ok! Well yea...... Man, Jon's not in Downey right now, I forgot where He is but yea.... I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!! I wish I Could see him alot more but i cant :( MAn Im So in love him!! Hes The Greatest!!!!!!!! Well Yea Im Going To go Im pretty sleepy!
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Hey this is Jaminna! I'm fixing Jill my bestest friend in the whole wide world's lj! she is so awesome.
<3
Jamnuts
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